Going strong

Three weeks into the semester and still going strong on study habits And on the Blog! yay me! This semester has been refreshingly difficult, it's a nice change from getting in the same flow every semester. And I actually like the classes and being challenged, I still feel like I'm on the right path with marketing-but-it Is only three weeks into it so I should give it more time before I judge fully. I think I like this semester because I feel like I'm taking ownership of my collegiate career etc. Along with that I feel like I'm trying to grow up in other places. I need to keep working hard at my work though. I feel like I've been slacking off a lot lately in that area, I can't get too comfortable and I'm trying not to do that, it's a hard boundary to play!! I know I have lots to work on in that area, and that makes me nervous as hell really. Life is all about impressions and I'm trying really hard to keep a positive impression there; any wrong step and that can crumble-yikes.

On a personal note: Jake and I had a really good conversation today that helped me see things about our relationship a little better. We are both completely different people and we help bring each other down a bit. But I've felt recently like we have completely separate social lives and never really see each other on the weekends and stuff. Because I'm not 21 I've felt kinda left out :(
But when I brought up this issue today he said you're right we do have different social lives and it's for the better. When we go out together I end up getting really grumpy because we're stuck in social situations that make me uncomfortable, (lots of drunk people, loud, obnoxious, too many, etc.) I end up getting really stressed and grumpy, not to mention tired because we're out till 3 or 4 in the morning and it's not fair to either of us to put each other through that. So to openly talk about the situation was nice. When I turn 21 it'll be a completely different story though!

So to wrap it up, I'm not one for house parties, and it's better to just keep my nose out of it haha. Can't wait to be 21 and be able to party it up though!!

All in all it's been a good weekend so far, just lots of work, which =$$$. Speaking of, I think it might be time for retail therapy soon, spring fever ahhh.

This has been a very long post, felt good but it's time to go now! As always, thanks for letting me vent.