update

Ok sorry I've been gone for a few days, I'm finally done with finals. Today was a stressful day at work and I just need to remember that there are some things I cannot change, cannot control, and don't have to control. I don't always needs to be in charge and I don't need to pick up after everyone else.

I also think I need to be more patient. a LOT more patient. I noticed myself today raising my eyebrows or scoffing at a customer or even a co-worker, this is horrible. I am not perfect, so I shouldn't expect anyone else to be. This is kind of a random post and about just a few things I've noticed about myself and what I need to work on.

And I need to make an apology, I am sorry I overreacted you're right I am tired too, and we don't need to see each other all the time. But it is hard to get excited about plans and have them change for what seems like a silly reason. But I don't need to depend on you for my happiness and contentment. I'm sorry, I'll work on that.

I think that will be my next post. yup. well alright.

FINALS ARE OVER!!! SO EXCITED. now to plan for Spain. oh my gosh. I'm so nervous.

To C, E, and A (and I'm totally stealing this from A), thank you, you are all amazing, beautiful people. Work wouldn't be the same without you.